Every single person in this world is "helpable".

I know that you are very good at giving a supportive word here, I've read your kindness many times.
Please know and believe that YOU are worthy of support too.

maybe you aren't with the right T.? I know it's hard to begin anew with a different T.-- but it could be healing is that direction... perhaps...??
or maybe trying a different avenue with your current therapy.

I so wish that you find some peace and "fullness"

fins