I am trying so hard to get it all off, by being very optimistic about this. He did stop because we had a habit of being together for the weekend. Up until now, he spends his weekends with me...

I asked him if he has renewed his meds or is planning to to go his psychiatrist and he says no... I think he's given up on therapy, he says he can't feel anything.

I am getting on with myself just because he's still by my side, and if ever he decides on getting rid of me completely that's when I don't know what I'm gonna do. All of these isn't making me happy at all, i am just hoping he feels better in the long run and decides he wants this... I read and go out to keep myself occupied...