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Originally Posted by PBJandPICKLES
Well then they suck. I guess the only thing that will "win back" their faith in you is time - showing consistent change to your betterment I guess. I would keep my distance from them (if paossible) until you've had more time to work on yourself. Why would you want to be around someone that made ya feel bad anyway - life's hard enough.
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Thanks again PBJ, I understand waht you mean, but its hard to move away from someone you care about and it wasnt always this way.
I was a heavy heavy pot smoker for a long time, stoping that was the one of the hardest things ive ever had to do, so I do have faith in myself, adn I know I can change, Ive also been writting a book which will be launched very soon so I have great confidence in my abilities.
Everyday I change a little more, but with the past looming large behind me people dont see me, because I stand in the shadow of my past, and thats waht people focus on, they forget I exist, they look at the shadow, the shell, but never at the man