Is that just nuts? Could I be addicted to a person? I definitely have major depression - there is no doubt there but could I also be addicted to a person? See I get SOOOO happy when the person walks in the door that my head nearly pops off. Problem is they aren't treating me well and my depression has gotten out of control lately. I can't seem to claw my way out of it this time.

When I realize that the person is actually hurting me emotionally and try to put my foot down with myself and cut all contact I cave almost within minutes, sometimes in seconds. I nearly have whiplash from looking out the window at work every 2 sec to see if they're driving by. Watch the caller ID with big hopes when it rings.

They are not available to me and I know it. They can't let go of me, I can't let go of them but we never actually have each other. I see them with their other half and its a knife in my heart daily. How do you stop wanting something you WANT? Feels like addiction because it's controlling my life and I am unhappy and can't seem to stop even though I know the root cause. What do I do?