Pegasus Kitty White Bear Sky Rainbowzz Fuzzy

Once again, thank you. Your unconditional support is much appreciated, especially at a time like this.

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My friend at work, she received a phone call from home yesterday afternoon. It was her husband. He said he tried to wake up their son but he wouldn't wake up and he was cold. She told him to call 911 and ran out the door. She called us later . . . . . he was dead. Died in his sleep. He was 21. Possible OD from depression . . . . . . . .my heart aches for her, but because of the anhedonia, nothing will come out. I speak words and truly mean them, but the rest is all bottled up inside and out of reach.
I called my T and told him what was going on. He said there are many ways of showing support and just because I can't shed tears right now, doesn't mean I don't care. I still feel really bad that I can't shed a tear for her. I can't imagine the pain she must be going through. She is a wonderful mother and person. Had a really hard life, her husband no longer works because of bad back surgery. She works with us at the surgery center and then works 3-11 at the main operating room.
Sometimes, this world really stinks. And then I have all of you . . . . . . to help carry me through . . . . . . . .