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Sep 06, 2011, 03:12 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2011
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 1
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I have been in depression all my life. Ever since I started school actually. I have been bullies through grade school and i still am in college. I dont know what makes people attack me when I have done nothing to them.
I am happily engaged but this depression that i am in is ruining my relationship with him. i hate hurting him. I cant let things go. He has tried to help me but it just doesnt seem enough alot of times.
I have also had alot of family problems. My family lies about alot of things behind my back. If something goes wrong i am the one that is targeted alot. I feel like i dont belong.
There is alot more going on but I dont want to put everything down. This has taken me to suicidal thoughs alot of times. the things that i have done to help is cutting, poetry, stories, and talking to people i know. The people i talk to seems like they dont listen all the way. I need true help not fake.
So please if anyone out there can help me im desperate 
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