It's like I'm having to be 2 differant people right now. I'm at work all day having to appear normal but as soon as I'm in my office or by myself, I just start crying. Same when my kids were with me last week. It's getting so hard to keep it together. I'm so scared I'm going to lose my kids or my job or something. People don't seem to care or want to understand. The pills don't seem to work for me and things are getting worse and worse. I'm so lost...