I am frustrated and sad, on how the dissociative processes is making my life disappear. Conversations, feelngs, places, and even people. I am so scared of disappearing completely and not remembering. I am writing names and phone numbers down and putting them in my pocket, just in case, in case of what, I don't know? I pulled one out the other day and did not who it was, and called it, it was my Psychiatrists number and I have been seeing him for over a year. After session I have forgotten where I live, and started to drive around for about 20 minutes before I remember I am driving to a place I moved from over a year ago, people ask me my phone number or address, and I go blank and have to find it on something hopefully in my purse. People I work with on a daily basis, I forget their names completely and it's so embarrasing. My head hurts...I am scared one day I am going to just disapear and not remember anyone..there have been times I do not even know my therapist when I see him..he is like a stranger..and someone inside has to remind me who it is..Does anyone else share these fears and events..glimpses of "who are you and why am I talking to you"..or "Who is that talking, it's not me".."Where am I going and why"..its so scary to think I am fading away to ?