The sea! I adore the sea. The secrets that it holds. Its different sounds like the voice of an enchantress carries stories, mysteries, hidden world of magical power. Its color, its gentleness, its fury, its beauty. Its unique smell that touches me enterelly like a dream to be mine.

But, I have a fear inside me. I'm scare of drowning. I'm even scare to be on a boat. How ridiculous is that?

Sometime, just for a few seconds, I have like a flashback. I don't know if it's a flashback or what it is. But I see myself under water, stuck, trapped, drowning. In this flashback I am but a child. I don't know if in my past I was stuck under water or if someone was trying to drown me but I would really like to know. I would really like to remember if this really happened so I could deal with it, accept it and move on. Not to be scare anymore of the sea. The sea that is always calling my name. The sea that I love.

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