I've been scratching my self never really cut I'm too big of a chicken to actually cut I get sick and dizzt but I have tried multipule times bur I realized I have been hurting my self my whole life (I'm 16) but by falling and making it seem accidental but it really isn't I like that pain feeling you get its away of you taking you anger of yourself on my self although its never serious cutting because I'm to scared but I always think of trying to do some serious and I'm scared that maybe one day I might go too far.