It's just all too much for me. It's so overwhelming. Through the PTSD in there and you have oh so much fun. The guys acting like I did something wrong. I honestly thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. Sadly, besides the sex, it was the best relationship I've ever been in. That's probably just because he was saying whatever I wanted to hear until he got me where he wanted me.

I'm seeing a t and trying to find a pdoc. It's just like what else can go wrong. I can't handle anything more. I've already lost all my friends because of my Narcolepsy. It's like what's left?