Byz: Okay, you get a whole boatload of kudos, as that was ****ing hilarious!! I agree with hankster on that matter, though. :P

Wolfsong: The spelling is "definitely". And thank you for your input!

Michael: Not that I really needed validation, but that definitely makes me feel a bit better about the struggle I've been having. I've endured it a couple more times, but I suppose it is amplified by a lot of other issues that are going on. I hate this annoying, existential questioning. I usually have more distractions, but lately, my mind just obsessively goes back to it & my lack of purpose. Other than temporary fixations, there's just this incredible lack. On one hand though, from the conversations we have had, I am a bit more mild on the spectrum, so perhaps that coupled with age is why my inherent emptiness has a specifically different flavour than yours. I kind of hope it goes away with perhaps seeing something through to the end & having something to show for myself, but that's also a temporary fix. But it would be satisfying, at least. I'm an obsessive learner &... Just flat out obsessive. So I'm usually never content. I still think sometimes that I'm not wholly comfortable with where I am & who I am, in terms of this & in terms of most things, so that probably has a lot to do with my anger. Though you didn't offer more than your own experience, it actually helped me a lot. Danke, kind sir. *Tips hat*