Is there a school counselor or teacher you would be comfortable talking to? Would your parents be willing to get you into therapy? The reason I'm asking is because in my experience this only gets worse. If you don't start learning better coping methods now and figure out why you do this you could really wind up hurt.
One of my best friends started out just like you. She is now 37 and has scars on her body that will never heal. Just 5 years ago she put her arm through a plate glass window and there have been other very serious incidents. If you had asked her at your age if she ever thought it would get so out of control she would have said no. Last year I finally got her to go see a therapist and they referred her to someone for meds. Between the meds and the therapy she's doing much better. Her only regret was not getting help sooner. If it's an option for you at all I would try some type of therapy or counseling. Good luck to you.
Last edited by Raindropvampire; Sep 07, 2011 at 12:08 AM.
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