Seeing as I just posted that there is the possibility of more than one soul mate... can anyone tell me why the hell I can't let go and move on? What is wrong with me that I should just keep letting someone string me along and torture my soul to the point of no return.

I was reading a text book about philosophy and human nature. It said that "...we cannot help or change what we want or think." So how do I give up?

The thing is when i really REALLY try to let go he senses it some how and reels me right back in. After making plans with me Fri then standing me up without a call, making me cry for days (until today - this is the first morning I haven't woken up crying) - after that I am MAD MAD MAD MAD. So I refused to wave when he drove by - at which point I got a call asking what crawled up my *** & if I thought I was some rich b itch now. He turns it all on me. How do I move past this?