My meds have kept me from getting so high that I disturb others but it disturbs me. I have never had to be hospitalized for my symptoms. I did have a time when mypdoc wanted to put me in the hosp but I refused and she did not push the issue. I am manic slightly manic today but managable. I had a lot of anxiety yesterday borderlining on a panic attack. I was able to knock it out with my prn meds.