Hi everyone,

Am feeling to far gone to cope today, I wish this damned depression would lift. I just can't stand it but I'm so stuck, cannot do anything to make it easier to bear. I hate it so much. It just feels so futile, I've had it 14 yrs now and I can't see it ever going away. I've the whole night ahead of me and yet another day after that. It jus goes on and on...

Sorry, just needed to vent...