Once, because i actually tried to kill myself.
But i told them everything was fine and they just let me go, i only said that because i was fed up i had failed so i wanted to try again.
Thing is though, if i get to the point where i actually want to do it, i'm hardly going to tell the people who are the ones who have the power to stop me?
Hopefully it wont get that bad again, for any of us.