Let your logical mind take over & not listen to your emotional mind. Your logical mind knows what you really need & want....let it take over while you are getting stressed about this. Logical mind will keep you sitting, emotional mind keeps you hopping up.

Logical mind says...don't let him own you in this way....emotional mind wants to see what he's doing. Until you allow your logical mind to guide your actions, you will not get to that blissful place of not caring in the way your logical mind doesn't want to do.