I know - I know.
T said to me that just like a parent you cannot neglect a child...she gave ex. of her own young daughter who would need her help in the morning to get dressed and off to school. I get it kinda. But, then it is just so overwhelming.
I guess, for me right now, it just seems like it is easier to make her go away. But, I know that the shortcuts I have been making lately are NOT leading me any closer to healing.
I do try to care for Little.
Then sometimes I get selfish.
Thanks for all your support and experiences.
They help me re-think things out.