I'm a hot mess over it all.

It's time to take back my life. Problem is I'm weak - no will power as one poster said to me.

I just sucks ya can't make your damned feelings go away. Cuz when it's good - it's GREAT! lol I get sooooooo pissed when ppl tell me it's my choice... they are wrong. It is not my choice to feel this love for someone who doesn't treat me right or deserve it. I just FEEL it. In a private message I will describe it to you.

i NEED the support of all of you here more than I couldve ever imagined. thank you is not even close enough to express my full gratitude.