Anna, my name is Amiee, molly is my pet cat. I am twenty three as well. It was very nice of you to take time to respond to my post. It must seem very over whelming. You are defiantly right about a lot of the things you said. I will be reading what you wrote over and over because that is the type of stuff I need to be telling myself. I have just been having a hard time staying strong and I do need to rebuild myself. I just don't know were to begin. I also made an appointment with a counselor. That won't be for another week and a half. I need to do everything possible to move on, it has just been hard.