Hi Sannah

Yeah..it was..turned out to awful and like 13 people half of which were only a "little" depressed or whatever and the T called me out for my depression scores and stuff on the check in sheet..

Talked to T today and he said I don't have to go back because it is too large, but I have to go and see him tomorrow and face all the things I've been sending him..including the letter and a poem and deal with finding some other support group...

Omers has been wonderful about scraping me off the floor and propping me back up.. I don't know what I would have done without her kindness...

I know I have to deal with this SI issue all over again now...Just can't believe how fast it rematerialized and how powerful it could get while in remission or whatever..

Thanks Sanada for your kind reply and for the chat the other night..

WB