
PBJandPICKLES
I don't know the story, but it sounds as though you're going through loneliness after a current break-up. Right?
Perhaps you should think about the reasons why the relationship ended. Was it hurtful? Physically or emotionally damaging? Were you spending a lot of time alone when you were together? How have you made it through the days without him or her? Are days easier, because of distractions?
Personally, I need distractions to keep my mind from beating another part of me up. That is more challenging in late evenings. The computer, e-Bay can take up hours real quick, but I don't fall asleep easily after. My best tip is to read comics, word search puzzles, listening to music without words, that sort of thing.
Be strong ~ don't make desperate decisions to avoid being alone. Gentle hugs sent your way