I received my diagnosis about a month and a half ago. This is really scary for me because I don't know how this will affect my future, its already cost me my partner of 4 years. I'm also scared that it will get worse (I'm just shy of meeting the criteria for BPII), especially if I ever experience psychosis. My pdoc says it's unlikely, that if it were to happen, it would have happened by now, but I feel like it's been getting progressively worse all along. I wish I knew how to come to terms with this blasted illness.