i will never find a man to love me; to share my dreams with; to be one with.

for the past summer i had big hopes for a guy. we went out on 5 dates, i did something sexual with him, i was patient, kind, didn't use him. he just got out of a relationship (bad news, i know).

but alas, it's over. i know he's just not that into me. i don't know anymore, i give up. every guy i've ever been with has just been horrible. are there good guys out there? who are not shallow and want a smart woman that works hard? do men respect that?