I came from a dyfunctional family, maybe this is the reason i cant settle down...?
each time when i feel closer to a man and feel he is maybe the right one, soon i will start to doubt, and i start to find shortcomings of the relationship, so i seek elsewhere, i v been talking to men from all over the world.....still can't settle down.
I dont know how to make my inner side in peace with this,
because same time i desire a family.
and today i talk to myself
h well, we r all in one, so why bother finding a special one?
Having a family, not having a family----it is same afterwards, we r still one connected to each other forever in the world in universe and always.
Maybe i shall just surrender, and wait and see.......
Let it go, and Let universe do something to surprise me?