We all change with life and as time goes on. That's just a part of it. Its if you can grow and change and still stick together that shows and tells a lot. I know he's been through a lot and I've been there being as supportive as I can. I cld do more I feel if it was rl. I'm put into helpless mode by it staying in txt. If he can't really give me what I need then I have to accept that. Rl isn't possible. He still has been great to talk to and I don't want to give that up. I have some thinking to do