I feel the same way! It's coming up on a year with my boyfriend. He's so nice, sweet, loving, all of that good stuff, however I find myself not liking him sometimes and wanting to just leave him. I feel like I don't deserve him, then I feel like he's probably cheating so he doesn't deserve me, then I just want attention from men because I didn't and don't get any from male family members, so I'm seeking some sort of love that I'll never get.

It's all so confusing, because I would like to have a family too, but when we were having a disagreement last night, I just wanted to throw in the towel because I lack the skills of communicating properly and working together with someone. I had to become selfish in prior relationships and now I can't reverse it.

Too Freakin' Complicated!

GRRRRRRR!