I feel for you... I am going through a similar thing myself. I am currently labeled as "Disabled" when I have always been able to do anything. I spent about 5 years doing one of the things I loved most, which was truck driving, and at this time, I don't know if I will ever be able to go back to my job. To top that off, the other skills are ignored because of my being a truck driver and people having the mis-conception that truck drivers don't know much of anything when in reality, it is a very demanding occupation that is very stressful.

Anyhow, hang in there, and you will pull through! If push comes to shove, you can see if there is a NAMI group in your area and they can help give you guidance and help get your thoughts cleared up