16 is the worst what made my depression worse was I had a sweetsixteen party and I invited my old friends ( I moved) and my new friends I was so happy to have people over and NO ONE SHOWED UP! No one apologized it was just me and A LOT of cake and I gained weight after that and I realized I had NO Friends no one really liked me. Its supposed to be the best birthday ever. And sense then I have been so depressed but pretended to be happy infront of everyone. I'm the middle child of 5 kids and my family kinda puts all the weight on me I'm either the best or the worst not in between and I cant tell them about my hurting they will be so mad and my guidence counsler is friends with my mom so that's not as option. I guess now I have realised what I've been doint to my self I can stop. Thanks for you support everyone you guys are the best
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