am defiantly not comfortable to talk to my parents about this i dont want them to know at all. i come from a family that is always expecting be to be perfect and i always a disappointment and knowing what ive been doing to my self they would be pissed thats why i havent told my guidance councilor shes friends with my mom. i want to call the kids help phone ill try tomorrow may be that will help. thank you for all your support guys