Thanks for the support. I stopped taking the meds about 3 years ago now. I just got sick of all the pills and side effects without any real changes occurring. I was managing pretty well and then about 3 months ago the deppression came rolling in like a tidal wave. It's been non stop since. Can't pin-point any one event happening to trigger it. It never goes away, but at least it wasn't drowning me before. Don't know what to do. Can't afford a therapist and don't want to go back to the endless pill combos trying to find the right one. Just waiting and hoping it will pass eventually.