((Rohag)) I am not sure what the "right" help is. I am currently on STD from work soon to turn into LTD if it is approved. I was really hoping for a miracle so I could work and be normal (whatever normal is).

My psychiatrist said to me this week, "Well I see that you are still alive." He clearly does not know what else to do.

I have a sister that lives on the other side of town. She visits once a week. She is busy with work, husband and grandchild.

Well, it does help to vent. Thanks Rohag