Clouds and sun, you are still young, and to tell you the truth, I don't think there are really that many people who are what society considers 'pretty.' the ones on tv and in magazines have all been 'retouched' so they don't even look as perfect as they seem to be! also I know what you mean about feeling on your own, I do have family but they are spread out everywhere and I really have no friends because it is so hard for me to figure all that out, I always seem to get stressed around other people. and after every conversation I always beat my self up mentally about what I said wrong.

but I won't give up if you don't!!