Well Sleeps, Ben and Lexi, I know he is losing his license for 90 days. I know he has assault, tresspass, possession and DUI-from pot, I know he seems to not be on the same planet as I. I don't listen, I make him feel guilty, "he should feel guilty, he's done wrong". He can't please me. He was caught before 21 with his girlfreind and alcohol, again. I was sleeping in a very light sleep most of the night and I heard him open our bedroom door, peek, and then not close tight. We ended up with a 2:00 a.m. dog fight because of it.

He doesn't seem to have a conscience. He feels like a victim constantly. I have bailed his butt out of trouble for the last time and if him being here is going to hurt me like it is, on a financial level, on a spiritual/emotional level, and with my anxiety, then he is going to go SOMEWHERE else.

Lost the clutch in my car the other night. I actually made a long post about this. It got lost. No clutch in my car. 800 to fix. His car in shop. Me no money right now. No doubt the kitchen is trashed. At 2:00 I smelled that they had just cooked something. They really think they are the victims here and I am being mean. So, I am considering getting a professional mediator to help with the whole thing. Wish me luck.