I also consider myself "spiritual" rather than religious. I was brought up in a certain church, and they "skewed" my mind BIG TIME. I had years of problems due to this -- and finally had to confront the pastor about the teachings of this religion and what it had done to me. I think that did me alot of good.
I don't go to church now -- I can talk to my Higher Power anytime I want. Organized religion just isn't for me.
I wish you the best -- it might help to talk to a therapist. I did, and I'm glad I did. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee
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