keeping a journal about things that bother you may help. then you can read this to your therapist. that may enable you to get those feelings out there for discussion. your T is there for you and accepting of what brought u there in the first place. no judgements will be made by T about yourself. try it slowly to get more comfortable. a good start is printing out your post and reading it to your T, resentments towards dad, etc.
i did this and it helped me to express those stuffed feelings. hope this helps you too.
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