people don't see besides having BP Disorder?

One of my biggest is that I get stressed out really, really easily. I don't show this side of myself to the outside world too much. I always want to look like I have it all together, which in fact, I don't.

Also, that I HATE talking on the phone and when my sister calls or one of my friends call, I really am not concentrating on what they are saying.

Especially this one friend who used to call me about 3 times a day and I had to say something to her and I know I hurt her, but she was driving me nuts. All she talked about was about her life and I couldn't get in a word edgewise. Totally one-sided friendship. I feel like such a B!tch!