I know I should go to AA, but I also know that I won't. I think it's that I don't want to see anyone I know there. I especially don't want to see anyone who might know me through my job there.

Thank you for your advice. I'm just still struggling. Talked to my T about struggling with step 6 and she thinks it may have to do with this step dealing with a lot of feelings and emotional stuff. I'm having a hard time recognizing my feelings let alone letting God take them from me. I know this step shouldn't be as hard as I am making it, but I'm kind of stuck here.