Hi friends,
My story is i have always believed in luv n sumhow i always been in wrong relationships. I am in a relationship wid a man 4m last 4 yrs on n off. Last year after we broke up he got engaged n few mnths later called it off. Then he somehow got me in the relationship and since then things were pretty good. In fact our relationship was never better. He was attentive, carin, lovin, possessive i was introduced to his cousins, they were teasin me n all. Last time when he really got insecure n we had a fight i told him whats the point goin on since there is no future. On this he said he can see a future 2gthr so we were again growin strong few days back he told me he cant marry me n i shld start considering other options. Me n him are so good 2gther its hard to find this kind of chemistry wid nione else. And i donno wat to do? I get panic attacks, am depressed, low all the time, cry all the time. And though i tried everything i feel like i don have ni hope or enthusiasm about future. Am a very positive person well use to be bt now i just cant. Everything i planned was wid him includin him n now since he is adamant about no future i feel lost. Though he says he loves me a lot he also cried when we talked about it. We do luv each other a lot bt thr is no way out i see, i tried so hard. I cant imagine bein wid someone else. What do i do?