I talked with pdocs nurse. She said she can't say yes or no on the Doxepin. She said I may be going to far on the depressed side. Idk, the whole thing is exhausting. I don't prefer the psychosis I was in but do prefer the mania before it went bad. I can call an on call psychiatrist if I get really bad this weekend. That gives me a little peace of mind. I don't want to go to the hospital again. I know that.

I haven't tried any other mood stabilizers or anti-psyches. New to it. I always thought I had depression with some hypo-mania that I could tolerate until this episode.

Thx everyone for the support.

Btw love the Tori quote she is my ultimate favorite musician. That felt so needed.