I have not been able to focus on anything for months now. I hate it and blame it on my meds. However if I don't take them I would end up in the Hospital( I am not going). I have lots of hobbies but can not get involved in them when I feel like this. I can't even sit long enough to watch TV. I end up sitting on my patio..chainsmoking and staring into space. Ughhhhh! My doc just adjusted my meds and I am hoping something will change. Yesterday my doc said I was manic...I don't agree with her at all. Hypo ...yes...manic no. My wife says I seem calm today and did not want me to drive because of my med adjustment. I am just rambling now. Time to shut up.LOL