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Originally Posted by passionskyy
I talked with pdocs nurse. She said she can't say yes or no on the Doxepin. She said I may be going to far on the depressed side. Idk, the whole thing is exhausting. I don't prefer the psychosis I was in but do prefer the mania before it went bad. I can call an on call psychiatrist if I get really bad this weekend. That gives me a little peace of mind. I don't want to go to the hospital again. I know that.
I haven't tried any other mood stabilizers or anti-psyches. New to it. I always thought I had depression with some hypo-mania that I could tolerate until this episode.
Thx everyone for the support.
Btw love the Tori quote she is my ultimate favorite musician. That felt so needed.
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Welcome to the forum...I have been lucky with my disorder because I am a retired psych nurse. I actually told my Pdoc what I would take and what I would not take.She is very cooperative. My meds have kept me out of the hospital. It has been suggested a couple times that I go but I refuse because of my experience in the State Hosp. It was Hell in there. I actaully suffer from PTSD from working there. I am usually hypomanic and/or slightly depressed. Better than the deep hole of despair or being psychotic. I am just rambling so I will shut up. I hope you feel better soon. It sounds to me that you need a med assesment and possible change or adjustment.