jiakhan,
Perna does have good advice. And I will tell you that I have had serious love crushes myself and I didn't get the guy. I even was in love with someone and he hurt me and I was devastated.

But I will tell you, now that I have lived some of my life and know what I have had and needed? Oh those guys would have never met any of my needs. And those guys are divorced and dead beats and I am so glad that they did me a big favor in releasing themselves on someone else.

You truely have to accept this, not as rejection, not as your loss, but that it was truely not ment to be. This guy is not the right one for you and you certainly don't want to love a man more than he loves you, that is not the way to go. You cannot control the love and affections of others and it doesn't mean that there is anything wrong with you. You just havent found the REAL ONE that will be a much better match for you. You cannot just love someone because of the way they look or even how they present themselves, Love has to be someone that can truely reciprocate affection and love for you. It is out there, have faith and just let go. Don't opine and don't look at his relationship with someone else either, that is just not healthy.
Don't have access to him, he is done, baked, over, NEXT?

Lots of fish in the Sea my dear.

Open Eyes