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Old Sep 10, 2011, 08:25 AM
IceCreamKid IceCreamKid is offline
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Originally Posted by Dreamwolf View Post
Hey, dreamwolf here. So, i've started school three days ago and have had a bunch of thoughts go through my head that keep annoying me. One thought: everytime I do something I replay the scene in my head and daydream about how it could've been different. I haven't really noticed it until today.. I kept telling myself to stop thinking about it, but the scene slipped back into my head. -_- Second thought: I sit near these two kids in my art class and overhear their conversation everyday. It keeps making me feel lonely, like I want more friends to talk to.( I don't have many friends and I don't see them often). Third thought: I refrain from certain kinds of thoughts and daydreams because I feel like someone can "hear" them. I know it's strange, and that no one CAN hear them, but I keep myself from thinking them anyway. Fourth thought: Art. I draw often (I draw manga) and, in my art class, there are other kids that draw it as well. They're really talented and I kind of feel bummed that they draw way better than me. There are a lot of things I still can't draw well when it comes to manga, and just looking at their drawings, I feel as if I weren't good enough...-_-...three days in school and all these thoughts run through my head...Well, I just wanted to get all that off my chest...
Hi. I used to ruminate over scenes like you describe. As I became more confident of my behavior, this sort of faded away, but I still ruminate sometimes. When I catch myself thinking like that, I tell myself "You don't have to think about that again" and I deliberately think about something else.
Thanks for this!
Dreamwolf