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Originally Posted by Rose76
To SadNYNJ above:
Oddly enough, the really worst people running around are surprisingly unlikely to feel that way about themselves. Besides that, lots of the worst murdering cold-blooded gangsters seem to have had no trouble finding pals and devoted lovers. Maybe you're better than you think.
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I've often thought of that and have wondered why that happens so often in this world. I find difficulty in wrapping my mind around that.
All I've ever really been told by friends/family/lovers is that I'm not good enough - and far too many times that's come from people I had truly trusted.
Since it's been repeated to me so many times, I now believe that they're actually right: I'm simply
not good enough nor am I worthy of sustained happiness.