Hi everybody,
Thanks for all your replies - you're all very kind. I'm still no better today

, but am really grateful for all your support. I have become isolated from everybody and just knowing there are people out there who care is a big relief!

I should hear from my psych' tommorrow re the new counsellor - hopefully I won't have to wait too long before I start with him/her.
Hi Lexicon 78 - Sorry you've had such a bad time too. I used to like doing jigsaws, haven't done for years now. But today I've ordered a jigsaw roll and a couple of jigsaws, always make for a good distraction - hours can pass by doing them, so hope I can get back into them. I also make myself go for a brisk walk everyday, but not for the past several days - is raining oceans over here!
Hi Myzen - I too am off the alcohol, trying to keep off the caffeine, and sleeping most of the day. It seems I get up early afternoon and then collapse on the sofa. I would normally go for a 1hr walk if it weren't raining so heavy!
I also board dogs (one at a time) for a charity. At the moment though, one has just left us to go to his new owner, and I'll be getting the next trainee some time in April. I miss them when they're not around.
Hi Fayerody - I don't know what kind of weather everyone else is having but I for one cannot see the moon for all the rain! Maybe everybody is having a wash out!
Thanks again for all your replies
Solitude xxx