maybe thats it myself

i dont know this this what is going on is so different from before

before i was like hoovering ... i knew it ... i knew i was skipping out -- not control but not surprising when i saw time had passed

this time though --- is like the floor out from under me and i feel on solid ground ... i feel so inside myself but then find i have missed lots --- this has been going on for months now ....

i guess i should try to figure a trigger then? wondering how to go about doing that ... i will ask my T but if u have any ideas ..anyone really ... it would be greatly appreciated ... how to figure out a trigger hmmmm

thank you so much for your responses myself and evangelista --- it is lessalientating just to know others know what --- or can realte to this ... whats going on

gonna look up dissociative fugue this has me way confused too ... can have fugue in addition to identity disorder? --further explanation on this would be gr8ly appreciated

i have read your blog ...maybe i am missing --where u talk about this -- if so please let me know which post in blog adresses this as well

thanks guys -- for serious -- thanks infinity

zoe