i would see one of the doctors that was recomended by those docs you have talked to. and you have the support of everyone here. Eating disorders can get out of hand so fast that its hard to even recognize that its even a probem. I suffer from bulimia and it took me a while to admit that i had a problem. so you took a big first step by admitting you have a problem and took another big step by talking to the docs you work for. so your heading in the right direction. Hope everything works out for ya.... And i suport ya all the way. if you need to talk pm me or you can email me at black_dragon211187@hotmail.com make the suject ED subject.. So i can recognize it. and thats my messanger name to. good luck