My uncle was an alcoholic and took his life so there is probably more to it but no one talks about it. My cousin was a lot like me but he passed having severe medical problems and stopped taking drugs probably suicide through neglect? I think he had some suicidal tendencies but like me was afraid to go through with it, when the opportunity came up to just stop taking drugs for his pancreas it was an easy way to go. I really wish we had talked more about it, at the time I think we were both in denial, today maybe we could have helped each other.